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(Wednesday, August 17, 2005-)
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# 17aug (partII)-
alright, i'm bored. was reminiscing. thought of pamela, my ex girlfriend. i was taking the "pei pa koa"(syrup for sore throat and cough) and i recalled that she find the syrup black and sticky, disgusting. hah. indeed it's black, sticky and disgusting but it tastes sweet and refreshing.
it's already a year plus. i had moved on but like clouds in the sky, memories of her follow me to wherever i am. i wonder how is she now. does she thinks the same as i do, not quite suppose to be a question in my mind. i'm sensitive to her name. the moment someone shouts pamela, i know what will come next, memories. she left the greatest impression and memory with me.
come to think of the whole relationship, from the start to the end. it was puerile. i knew the outcome of the relationship but i persisted. i was inane. it was a lesson to me, i learnt it the hard way and i hope in the next relationship it would be better. i need someone to share my life with.
it doesn't sounds right for a guy to think and behave like what i'm doing now. i'm human with flesh and emotions, i'm just been sentimental and natural. so if anybody thinks i'm less of a man, i think u need to change ur thinking, u may come from alien planet.
the story ends like this;
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